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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2007|12:39 pm]
red_like_me
how do I make this friends only?

lmk plz
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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2007|08:23 pm]
red_like_me
It didn't feel like magic. It just felt like another mouth on my mouth, and I guess that's what it was.

It once meant the world to me, but I'm more realistic now. The heavy exhalation between our kisses was sort of a tragedy, but at the same time it was my rebirth. I am no longer brain-washed. I am new and it is ok to kiss people at seventeen years old.
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(no subject) [Feb. 5th, 2007|09:09 pm]
red_like_me
I fell in love again
all things go
all things go
drove to Chicago
all things know
all things know
we sold our clothes
to the state
I don't mind
I don't mind
I've made a lot of mistakes
in my mind
in my mind

I drove to New York
in a van
with my friend
we slept in parking lots
I don't mind
I don't mind
I was in love with the place
in my mind
in my mind
I made a lot of mistakes
in my mind
in my mind

He came to take us
all things go
all things go
to recreate us
all things grow
all things grow
we had our mindset
all things know
all things know
He had to find it
all things go
all things go

If I was crying
in the van
with my friend
it was for freedom
from myself and
from the land
I've made a lot of mistakes
I've made a lot of mistakes
I've made a lot of mistakes
I've made a lot of mistakes

He came to take us
all things go
all things go
to recreate us
all things grow
all things grow
we had our mindset
all things know
all things know
He had to find it
all things go
all things go




"Chicago" by Sufjan Stevens
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(no subject) [Feb. 5th, 2007|01:15 am]
red_like_me
Daisy's experience of giving birth:
"I woke up out of the ether with an utterly abandoned feeling, and asked the nurse right away if it was a boy or a girl. She told me it was a girl, and so I turned my head away and wept. 'All right,' I said, 'I'm glad it's a girl. And I hope she'll be a fool---that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool.'"

-The Great Gatsby
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the overdose [Jan. 28th, 2007|09:08 pm]
red_like_me
black belt whipping
whining hospital... hoss... hosspitttal
doctors are the only men
doctors are the only way
belt buckle whipping
baby balled and balling
clutching
whipping
weeping
hosspitaaaaaall
welts are not enough
doctors are the only way
line them up in rows
two by fifteen
so white
each wave of heat take one
we'll see where it goes
they look so perfect
they are so perfect
doctors are so perfect
who have you become?
ONE
no one touches you
TWO
you are fat and unappealing
THREE
there's nothing wrong with three
these things will make you happy
waking up in blue sheets
it will be happy
you are accepted there
but you are rejected everywhere else
FOUR
four won't harm you
you're still safe
he doesn't want you
SIX
this is dangerous now
and it keeps going
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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2006|10:15 pm]
red_like_me
Zombies racing down wet corridors
Zombies tripping up black stairs
There's not much to eat
She's been wasting away
decaying

Crumpled bones in balls upon the floor
lonely drying out their eyes
eyes once groggy on a pillow next to him
and she doesn't know why

Rain drops dripping down the window pane
sucking broken paint on down
She gropes grey walls to feel her fingertips
the moisture freezes on her face

For the love of God
for the love of God
would someone step in
for the love of God
bring a bullet for their brains
for the love of God
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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2006|05:43 pm]
red_like_me
I WANT SEX!!!!!1!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2006|11:39 pm]
red_like_me
She's really pretty, yeah, but she's so weird. Have you ever talked to her before?
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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2006|09:10 pm]
red_like_me
I'll beat her to pulp. I'll tie her arms to the posts of whatever is around while she pleads, "no, no... you don't have to do this. Please don't."
Spread her legs for slamming kicks that will damage her ability to create a man's perfection.
Shut up.
And I just beat and toss and push and throw until my strength is gone.
In court I will just stare, and, depending on the firmness of the Devil's grip at that particular moment in time, laugh.
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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2006|09:04 pm]
red_like_me
I'll come back into their room and say to my mom's husband, "Neil, I made something for you."
Pull back the sleeve and red letters: "fuck you"
Smile.
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